What's worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful or old wounds that should have healed years ago and never did? Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we've been and what we've overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. That's what we like to think. But that's not the way it is, is it? Some things we just have to learn over and over and over again.
-Grey's Anatomy

So tell me -
when was the last time
you walked down the street
completely happy with the world?

With Love,
Eisha.

Yes, I'm back in the worldwideweb. For always, or for short while, I'm not sure. But I'm back. And there's a pretty huge load of things I need to sort out. Hopefully I'll get it all settled before the year comes to an end. Insya Allah.

Don't you just find life passing by a little to fast sometimes? I do. Even though you'd often hear me say that life is just a routine where I'd wake up, get dress, get to work, come home, sleep, and nothing else. How bad can that be, true? But it's tough, actually. Honestly. I think what's more draining, is to convince the ones you care about that, you don't mean to have such little quality time to spare. They're not second when you put them beside your career. But it's just that there's not much you can compromise when it comes to work, and you're honestly trying real hard to spread your free time equally among the few souls that meant something to you. And the sad part is, you cannot always expect them to be available when you are. You read about them, you browse through their photos through facebook, you wish you had just a little bit more time to spare. Wait, what's worse? That's when they'd never know how much they meant to you, instead, they'll think they're not worth your time or you're just not trying hard enough.

I get that alot. It's not something new.

Running away doesn't help, I know. But sometimes, it's the easiest way out. You get detached from the real world. You cacoon in your own comfort zone. Some people stay there forever. Some people try coming out once in awhile, and made it to reality. Some people end up going back to their own world.

I should know. My friends should know.
Yes, my friends should know.

Well anyways, hello again worldwideweb.
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